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Monday, July 27, 2009
6:51 PM

mugmugmug. life is not that bad with all the mugging, i guess im starting to get used to it(= yayy, i may just be able to make it eventually. way to go bff, you know you want to prove others wrong. jiayou too jingyi, though im a purple freak, i always thought a black calculator looks nicer=P


oh, idk if i've mentioned it before, but i hate people who dao my smses, esp when i obviously am asking a question. yeah.

on a separate note, WOW. suddenly im involved in all these, like o.O seriously, what else can i do other than roll my eyes=_=

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Friday, July 24, 2009
11:31 PM

so a series of events had to happen today. how nice.

to sum up the day, i was rather disturbed, i was quite upset. now i am feeling terribly awful.

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Tuesday, July 21, 2009
7:38 PM

我遇到了瓶颈.
yeah, just like the supply bottleneck.

oh a happier note, family gathering was awesome. sorry for being late though. cause of some cool people who wanted to go for an intellectual scholarship fair but ended up marching to marina to catch harrypotter=_= but it was not bad, though a little draggy at parts. yeah back to the point, life is good with family gatherings cause you know you will only get this amount of joy and laughter once in every 3weeks. and this is the force that keeps me going, other than lilyphoajingyi (yes my newfound friend), auntie and some others. so yupp, life seems unpromising at the moment, but cheers to the great bunch of people i hold dear nevertheless!=D

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Saturday, July 18, 2009
9:00 PM

HAPPY EARLY BIRTHDAY JINGYILIU!=D
well yeah, not today but still, sama sama larh. did her present with lily ystd, it was crazyyy. but im glad it turned out rather nice, yayy(= thanks lily!
then it was bugis with them today, cheers to retail therapy! yeah, havent been out in a long while, so the feeling of spending money was great hahaha. shared a lot of latest gossips and random stuff along the way, yayy life is good=D

meeting jingyi again tmr for scholarship fair. rarrr scholarshipscholarship againn. and tt means im gng to see jingyi everyday this week, plus the 5days in the coming week, that adds up to 12 hahaha. no, dont call us lian3 ti3 ying1 thanks=_='


/drifting apart, i suppose.

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Wednesday, July 15, 2009
10:27 PM

scholarship scholarship scholarship. so yeah, that was the highlight of the day i guess. good and bad, inspired and pressurised.
makes me wonder what my priorities are all of a sudden. is it really Alevelsscholarshipuniversities, or just a simple, happy life? well then you will say, 'you need a good job with a good pay in order to lead a happy life'. true enough. but i dont want to lose some things along the way. things like friends. yeah, somehow i started to wonder what will happen after we all graduate. its like a total different thing from secondarysch. i see alot of friends drifting apart, and its rather sad. i mean friends who used to be so close, they just turn into mere aquaintances after a while. things like family too. gor will be going back to his hostel for his new school year next month, which means i wont see much of him again. then i'll have to mug alone at nights. yeah, tts very sad. and then smallgor will be starting his school as well, that is double sadness=( cousins as well. i suppose we wont meet up as often too. wah thats the ultimate.

well on a lighter note, my brother just shared a random website he learnt about during class today. its on funeral packages, available for all religions if im not wrong. then you can decide on the length of the funeral, the number of priests you want and all. like wow, im amazed honestly. and im quite tickled by the name of the site. shant advertise here hehh.

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Tuesday, July 14, 2009
10:17 PM

i figured shopping does help in lifting moods(=

went to my favourite artsy artfriend with lily this afternoon to get decent materials for peeling friend's present hehh. if i were to trust our artistic abilities, i think it'll turn out really nice. but hmmmm, we shall see(= went on to get mich's present tooo, burning an even bigger hole. yes, worse than my burnt feet. but if you think money is my everything, then nononooo, you're wrong. cause the next moment we just marched into j.co hahaha. yeah, food>>>>>>>>>>>manymany things((= i realised i havent had donuts in a longg while, im so deprived. so yupp, donuts were awesome<3

talked about stuff, gossiped as well which is nothing unusual anyway. life is great with friends hehh, well at least for now. urm no not tt my friends will turn bad or sth, but yeah you know.

a big thankyou to those who listened to all the rants, i reallyreally appreciate it alot((=

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Monday, July 13, 2009
10:22 PM

hi cheeshan, its time you stop falling short of expectations.

such a disappointment. my mum is starting to lower her expectations of me i think. not very encouraging ohno.

im starting to despise myself tsk. im trying hard, or at least i think so. alright maybe i havent tried hard enough.

i want to be someone with high EQ. so i've got them all locked up.

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Sunday, July 12, 2009
8:00 PM

this is crazy. my feet look as though they got caught in a fire. and i cant comb properly cause my burnt neck will be scratched. shows how long i havent been out in the sun ehh, and yeah, me not ns boy. i hope i can walk properly tmr hahaha, and warning: step on my foot and you dieeeeee.

cheers to the frisbee people for the awesome job done anyway!=D yeah, saw alot of team spirit and effort put in ystd, or rather throughout this whole period. i must say they're truly a bunch of determined people, a bunch of people who will stick together no matter what happens. which is good of course, for teamspirit is what you need to overcome all the obstacles. congratulations once again!(=

i dont want to imagine what'll happen tmr when papers start coming back, but i pray for the best. and i think i let mstan down, the feeling is terribly awful. time to put in 1000% from tmr onwards.

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Friday, July 10, 2009
6:23 PM

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MICHELLE YINGMEI CHYEEEEEEEE!<333

7weeks to prelims. or is it 6, im not too sure. so yeah, time to start mugging all over again, or maybe i shouldnt have stopped mugging in the first place. no comments about results as of now, but a big sorry to those ive disappointed. i'll try even harder, i hope i wont fall short of expectations anymore.

thankyou lily, for the long one this afternoon. i guess talking to her always helps, because she chases all the dark clouds away(= and we figured how exams have shaped us into people who either have very high or very low EQ. im glad that i know what to do and say at the right time. for that, i thank crescent. talked about other stuff as well, and we sat down to think about the happy things which happened these 2years. i would say things have not been too bad, and even when things were tough, they taught us how to manange pressure and stay strong. being in here has actually bonded the crescentians, like angelia and us. its funny how we used to be in the same class back then but havent talked as much as we are doing now. well for me i guess the best thing tt happened to me in hc up till now is still smallgor. yeah i think i said it before, but no harm saying again hehh. and i cant believe lily and i actually spent like half an hour talking about my brothers hahaha. but i must agree with whatever lily said hehh(=

jiayou kids! may the hwachong flag fly high at sengkang fields tmr!=D

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Friday, July 03, 2009
4:01 PM

tgif? ohwell, kind of.
so first week of blocks went by, leaving me with a throbbing headache now mehh. rather demoralising as of now, but somehow it does motivate people to study harder right? idk, maybe im just in self-denial, we shall wait till the results are released. and see how i'll blackface the whole world again mehh.
well i guess the only thing to do now is to try and save my sciences, after the intimidating paper3s. so yeah, 3days to prevent getting unwanted attention from tanks, 4days to not disappoint mstan. and to do a few people proud, or rather not throw their faces.

on a slightly related note, my brother said something like,'preparing for jc exams is very stressful, uni seems better', or something along tt line. i was quite surprised to hear tt coming from him actually. but im glad he does acknowledge the fact tt im trying hard, thanks a million((=

hmmm, i shall attempt to make next week's papers more encouraging now. before tt, i hope both gors are doing fine, wherever they are. have fun and stay cheery!<3



/edit. i hate it when this happens, i get so worried till i become extremely pissed off.

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