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Sunday, September 24, 2006
4:22 AM

wheets. shanisproudofherself.
i actually woke up at 6+ today... on a non-schooling day. just to study.
did ss, hist, amaths and chem....and still counting.
whoots. ilovemyself.
shall wake up at 6 again tml. loves<333

must make studying a positive thing. so you will like it.
grumbling and cursing dun get you anywhere.
ultimately, you still have to study. but you will do it with a damn pissed off attitude.
which is obviously badd.
so you must be positive towards it, then it will reduce a lot of work load.
coz you can do it well at once.
ZISHAN SHUO...

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Wednesday, September 20, 2006
11:09 AM

190906. counting two weeks from exams.
dealing with the last class tests now.instead of EOYs.
how ironic.
okay` they are gonna come out for exams too...
earlier revision yes...
it just messes up my schedule and stuff.
and now i have to squeeze unwillingly all these stuffs into my schedule.
double load=double force=double acceleration...
wadever. serious.

mentally unstable? i guess.
its just this sound tt keeps telling you.
you have to study. or you die. DIE.
keeps waking up in the middle of the nights thinking i have to study.
and wad. i even dreamt of dynamics. inertia law.
its like this teeny weeny thing abt studies just keep getting in the way.
anywhere.anytime. worth it?

i guess sooner or later i will be a little geeky or a little granny
talking abt laws and titration every now and then.
you know wad is my favourite object tt i look at 10000X more than i look at myself in the mirrors?
my watch/clock/phone. for the TIME.
boo. racing agst time is not good. you always lose.
trust me. you never win once. or rather i never win once. NEVER.
every minute you get stressed up more. directly proportional.
then the more time you need, the less you get. inversely proportional.
i feel like a snail. or a girl with short legs trying to chase a plane.
bang. X X. [bell!]

well. wad. im stressed
geeky.
nerdy.
ahma trying to recite notes like i love it loads.
oh wad crap.

i need immediate diffusion in my brain.
no osmosis please.
appreciated.

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Monday, September 18, 2006
9:18 AM

exams.exams.exams.
i feel like shooting myself now. misery man.

i realised my books are all piled up on my study table, according to subject.
then again, it looks like auntie lim here is selling books during those book fairs...
disgusted.utterly disgusted.
90+chapters to study overall leh...i think i can die next year man.
blame me for taking trip sci. i can shoot myself.
aiyah, wadever larh
today is a slack day?
i think i never did much.
just some bio(2chapts), some hist(3chapts which i dun even think anything went in), some amaths(3chapts), some chem(4chapts) and my chinese papers.
thats is. for a LONGGGGG sunday. wad a feat.
gotta study for tests later.
7tests in a week...wow. is that guiness world record or wad.
its totally siao lorh...expect us to study everything in such a short while.
oh, we are superwomen. magic and miracles.
its like "ting!", and you got everything in your head nicely.
dream on man.fat hopes.

bye. away frm my freedom.
away frm my entertainment.
back to books.
back to mugging.
back to being geeky. as usual. you know un-geekiness does not last more than 1 month.
so we are all geeks afterall.

bleah.

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Saturday, September 09, 2006
11:02 AM

been blogging almost everyday. why leh? just because this few days=holiday-like days. shall spend time on wad i like to do. we all know tt its gonna be chiong-ing all the way for exams kinda thing once t4 starts...
started to recall primary school days after my visit back to henrypark last week. 6a03.. wonderfullest class of that batch. to me yes. it was tt carefree, tt relax, tt fun and tt trouble-less... you know you cant forget all these things you had went through w the class and stuff... say the period when all of us were so slack and playing truth/dare..[ or is it dare or dare?] though we knew exams are near, din care much. its such slacking days tt strengthened our bonds and kept these days engraved in my heart. i realise its not the outcome tts impt. the process is. still vividly rmb the times we were"enemies" with 6b in etg. haha. veh childish but was really impt to keep 6a united. veh funn!!p6 life might be tough at tt time but come to think, it was the most joyous and memorable piece in my heart and it will always be. no matter how much i love c20405, how much i treasure cgssb and how much i miss omdiv3o6, i think my life in 6a03 will be the best memories i've had till now. iloveyouguys, 6ao3.<333333333
i dedicate this to my darlings frm 6ao3 and all our tchers.....love loads!!!

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Friday, September 08, 2006
12:12 PM

yayness. sept hols coming to an end. not holidays i suppose, more like a holiday-like lesson package? aiyah wadever you want to call it, just not a holiday will do.
had band pract today...ubber fun lorh!!!! i love band to bits and pieces man! amazing race in the morn after marching...i tell you marching today was funny larh...the sec3 block like reversi liddat...black and white...then nadiah came in yellow. tried to shove her to the sec2 block cos the yellow and black..haha. oh so the thing abt the amazing race was, we kept cursing[ for fun] clarice wenjun and pris for hiding things so much so tt we cant find it... then we started exchanged our findings and stuffs... really funn!!!
combined. played da pacem and the first time we played the solo at the beginning, we stopped halfway cos the note cun come out...haha. havent warmed up yet mah.. budden after tt it was quite smooth larh...trumpets also got problems....haha. brass alike. oh we played high school musical then. veh interesting. the fact tt she said it was grade two and we took a million years to do it...haah... lovecgssb loads.
yayness.

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Wednesday, September 06, 2006
12:23 PM

boobooboo. for an overview, this is gonna be a damn fa1 xie4 post for me. so, dun bother if you think you wun understand me.boo.
got a msg just now: emaths is postponed to this friday, 11-12.30. wahlao eh, you have to get this right. friday is my only off weekday for this whole damn sept hols. and you are eating it up now. was supposed to be tml. but why must it be changed? and to such a GOOD day. bleah. enough of these crap. i guess theres more to it. mayb something else will happen and you will find me venting my anger again. just wait. and oh yes, i feel like stabbing ______ with a knife now. a big fat thin one indeed.[ you know pressure? it says the smaller the s.a, more painful it is]. i realise i can put some things i've learnt into GOOD use afterall. bleahx.
da pacem domine. wow. cheem and very cheem. managed up till [13] i suppose and guess what. spent a hell load of sectionals time on TRIPLE TONGUE. you might find it stupid. but its the only way to get it right. and what. janice and i walked around the parade square like some ah-mas, trying to ta tataka ta tataka tataka ta. how stupid. but it was actually being lame and stupid tt made my day. issent it? you can just forget abt all the nonsense you suffered and laugh like some siaochabos with all my lovely psycho-ed friends. iloveyouguysman. my beloved ssgang bandits0407, omdivo6....wow, i am loved!!
anywho, i realised there is ELmock tml. across the level. during the holidays. i cant help but laugh. such a weird decision by the department. i salute you. aiyah, wadever larh, just a bit of lessons in the hols. a bit[you get wad i mean]. self-deception is not helpful shan.[nods]. well, besides self deceiving, i think i would have long attempted suicide. talk abt suicidal. realised alot of people are having suicidal thoughts. you know tt if you think properly, its not worth it leh. die because of some "pissifying" stuff in our oh-so-enthu environment, not really worth it. just pretend nothing happened. my catchline of the...week? yarh, wadever larh. just pretend you din see, hear or know anything....[sneezes]
i live in my ss-filled world....thanks dearies. you rawk-ed and will continue to rawk my life...love y'all to bits and pieces. yayness(:


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Tuesday, September 05, 2006
10:53 AM

whoots. i am back.
gala on saturday and apparently it was so leng chang i felt so cold and pathetic. what responses we had, after such a grand intro and all sweet stuffs...ha.ha.ha
well anyways, had band pract today and pris was talking abt such commitment stuff. complacent. wad does tt exactly mean. i mean my english is limited fine. then can you please elaborate on it? wadever larh, have to submit some reflection thing to pris on thurs. tell me wad shld i write....that i want a gold w/ honours? like who doesnt...easier said than done. havent we been trying so hard to get things right? i can say that the discipline and effort cgssb-ers are putting in have improved loads liao. it takes time for something to change issent it? then why are we pushing this hard? finefine, forget abt that. i think i will write damn lot for the reflection thing. dun kill me prisky.
and whoots. 4days in sch for sept HOLS. mind you, its HOLIDAYS. veh interesting right? if theres gonna be lessons, why make it a holiday. so ironical and weird izzent it. like a friend said, you sch is so enthu. ha.ha.ha. veh farnie. argh. who cares larh... and who gives a damn abt hols lessons. everybodys gg on holidays and stuff. issit tt impt to have those lessons crammed within a week...? i wonder.

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