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Sunday, April 26, 2009
1:02 PM

never give up hope.
yeah, something tt set me thinking this morning.
if man u can, why cant i.
thankyou gor(s)(=

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Saturday, April 25, 2009
11:28 PM

perfect time to fall sick. peeerfect=_=

im glad this week is over, sort of. with daily practs, mpa and h3 draining almost every ounce of my energy, ive collapsed, sad to say. yeah, sicksicksick. using up lots of tissuepapers, spamming lots of random medicine. yeah, i need to get well by tmr, tts how desperate i am.

12 days is what we're left with. things are looking good but we have to press on and stay even stronger. yeah, we'll all stand on the bridge on 8th, telling the whole sch tt we aced syf with glory and pride. lets go hcband!=D

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Tuesday, April 21, 2009
9:34 PM

doubts.
yeah, am doubting myself, what im capable of achieving and what i can do for the band.
i guess im just not up to it, and i am starting to ask myself whether im more of a burden.
we all know big bands mean more work, and our section for one, is big.
yeah i shld have more confidence at this point of time, but some things just kill all my self-esteem.
every note seems outoftune, every phase seems unstable.
find it back, you have to find everything back before its too late cheesh.

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Sunday, April 19, 2009
7:31 PM

i detest being wrongly accused of, period.
go on for all you want, i.dont.give.a.damn.anymore.
in your eyes, everything i do is wrong.
fine, be that way.
i can continue being your autistic little kid.
i repeat, DONT accuse me without solid evidence.

stayingstrong(=

Saturday, April 18, 2009
11:26 PM

maybe i've lost my way in this journey.

exchange details aside, it was really nice to see friends whom i used to rely on for strength and support. thankyou for the smiles and hugs, for a moment i felt the cgssb spirit again(=
played, cried, felt lousy, had a good talk with some. yeah, sums up this event. im sorry to those who saw the tears, esp yuen, i didnt mean to scare you=/ bandmates, leezy and wenjun too.
talked to chai, felt better but i guess more of guilty now, for not being a good senior, for having other commitments. priortise, thats what i need to do right now. with h3, mpa and schoolwork of course. i guess tts why i didnt write 'practise everyday' in my reflections because i know very well i cant promise this. but i will try. and then comes efficiency. this is exceptionally impt when you're racing against time. i need to work fast. like real fast, and get as many things done as possible within the shortest period of time. brings me to the most impt lesson learnt today, concentration. no not the chem one, the mind one. losing focus is like wasting time. but i've been spacing out once every few minutes recently, which is a badbad sign. really duibuqi mrleng, lewis and chai. yeah, i need to find it back, on monday. very little time, alot to be done. i think its time we use the energy and drive we have when we mug last minute for exams on our music. make it, or break it.


/remember we're one.

stayingstrong(=

Tuesday, April 14, 2009
9:40 PM

so its down to 10more combines and 4more sectionals. well plus self-practs which i desperately need to find time to do. seems to be very little time left huhh, but i just had to screw up sectionals today. yeah, am feeling super lousy now and very disappointed in myself. all the metallic sounds that i tried very hard to control but failed, intonation problem caused by my insensitive ears... RARRR. i have to get rid of all these tmr.

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Thursday, April 09, 2009
10:23 PM

笑着哭最痛.
yeah, learning point of the day.
if you saw me cry this afternoon, dont worry.
it wasnt like what you think, but i can understand because we're all hwach people.
you'll know the reason behind the tears if you're close enough.
once again, dont worry.
im strong and im a big girl, big girls dont cry((=

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Tuesday, April 07, 2009
8:47 PM

3CHEERS FOR CGSSB'S AWESOME KIDS!=D
yeah, welldone juniors, im truly proud of you girls!=) was clutching my phone really tightly throughout the day, all tensed up and worried. felt super relieved when adel smsed to say this was their best performance for overture and iris and when the horns called and sounded optimistic. and then it rained hahaha. yeah its like an syf thing for us, cause this is the 3rd time it rained after crescent played their syf. suddenly all the memories of cgssb and syf came pouring in, and i felt like wearing the cgssb uniform and playing as a crescentian again. ohwelll. congratulations on the gold again, maybe most of you wanted the honours badly, but we all think you girls did great and it is a remarkable achievement already! continue to work hard and stand tall and proud as cgssb-its!<33

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