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~~Saturday, September 29, 2007~~

12:47 PM

most hilarious session of the day: smartypants b*tching session. dunno why yuen calls it that, but sounds reasonable=PP
master score sheet came so majestically during history. after hearing all the moderation crap and the quantum(sp?) leap [i do listen to chia's lessons] others had, we came to realise how disadvantaged we were. the maths[A/E] column was mad. everyone's getting 90+, even 100marks due to the moderation. then the rest stayed that way. i dunno whether i should feel glad or cheated, but i still got my my 7points(=
maybe i do feel slightly cheated, for we had mug so hard to share the same score as those we might not have worked as hard. maybe we were wrong, cos gail said her friend did work hard but the results proved otherwise. oh well, so we ended up talking abt how amused others will be when they see our scores and how triple people will be disadvantaged eventually. bell/baobao and mich were more agitated, and i cant help but feel sad for some people in class. people like huiping, wj and lili. they deserved a much better score, rather than getting 100s for maths but no changes in L1R5. honestly, i think c2 worked so hard for this prelims. i cant say much for the other classes, for im not physically there to experience the mugging and tension. like what bell said, everyone will start doing maths whenever we have free time. its like so scary to some, but it showed how much effort we've put in this time round. true enough, the scores were proportional to the effort. but after the moderation, everything looked so artificial. i just hope c2 doesnt give up hope and continue to jiayou for the upcoming 'o's. because this is what determines we future for the next two years. AND!!! i hope we top the school again, as a class. since mrloh, mrstang and mrlim kept saying c2 is the best class, im sure we have to show some results huh. consider the msg for geog and bio, i think we'll top again. c2<33333

stayingstrong(=

~~Friday, September 28, 2007~~

8:09 AM

finally(= must first thank many many people, for all the hugs and love. you guys rawk(((=
chem paper was quite disappointing today. though was an a1, mrschia said we should've gotten at least 80+. quite sad larh, but relieved at the same time=P bio was quite cbb, since geog was the most impt one of the day. amidst all the cbb thoughts, i managed an a2, which was, "woah!". my first bio distinction. arent you proud of me?=P geog was a pleasant surprise, yet another distinction. but it was 74._, pple around me were quite sure it would go up to an a1((=
that was all of my results, yesterday and today. 7or8points[hopefully 7], straight As(((((= tt made me a very happy girl, which obviously made up for all the tension, stress and stomachcramps. happy for clique too, since c2o4-o7 people were either 7 or 8 points. and, that means we[most likely] will apply for the same jc and continue being crazy. oh well, a happy ending i should say. though pulling through these two days and the past few months were difficult and tiring, we made it. so yay, time to start mugging for Os, hopefully the same or an even better result awaits all of us.
yay((=

stayingstrong(=

~~Thursday, September 27, 2007~~

11:08 AM

im thankful to have survived today.
release of results today. most. most of them ~~were~~ are my better subjects and of course i wanted to do well in them. and thanks to many, it wasnt very disappointing.
i never realised i could get so nervous over the release of results, until yesterday night. my stomach was churning and churning and as usual, my palm went numb. and it stayed tt way till this morning. trust me, im not the only one. first paper was hcl, which was supposed to be my L1 and lifesaver. i guess 2 is a relatively good grade?! oh well. then english, the horror of my life. been hearing all the bad things from mrravi so the atmosphere was damn tense. BUT, it turned out to be my best english grade, how ironic. another 2. we were really happy, cause we came to realise we could use express chinese as r5(((=
physics was... quite disappointing, for im now floating between a2 and a1. i hope mrlim is kind enough to give me a good peerteaching grade so i can sit safely on 1 tml. *prays really really hard* both maths were supposed to be good, due to the list in the hall tt was put up long ago. so yarh, no comments abt them. oh wait, i think i need to buck up on my amaths, i cant always sit at 75. you know you arent tt lucky sometimes.
grand finale= combined. bell, jingyi and i were so scared cause its a humans subject and we have to take one into account for r5-_- if we did good enough, we wun have to worry much for tml's papers. and at the end of the day, we do have to worry for tml's papers. mine was okay, only if mrs ow can be trusted.
right, tml will be the last day of tension and anxiety. i hope mrschia brings me good news for chem, since she said,"its so easy. dont be shocked if you get your distinctions." haha. she repeated that quite alot of times during mass lects. bio has never been my forte, so a decent grade will make me a happy girl. and since i've got chums[i hope], geog will end off everything nicely if a 'c' doesnt appear on my script.
yay(((=

stayingstrong(=

~~Saturday, September 22, 2007~~

11:50 AM

guess i havent been blogging for a while..a long while maybe. simply because my tablet crashed a week ago and i was busy mugging for prelims.
prelims. what a horrifying term. it just sends shivers down your spine and you'll start to tell yourself, " i dun think any jcs wants me." sad but true. after all the jc talks these two days, everyone somehow wants to enter a certain jc. which one? dunno.
and i realise how "cruel" crescent teachers can be. teachers from almost every department would go on stage with this piece of paper and go, " i'll be calling out a few names. those who are called, please meet me outside now." can you actually believe how ~~terrified~~ petrified we were? once your name is called, you'll have to prepare for the worst. although the teachers ONLY inform these people they'll have to go for consultations for the next 2 weeks, anyone in their right mind will know that they din fare really well for prelims. whats worse is, the results will only be out next week. next wed to be exact. sitting in the hall with a million butterflies in your stomach is definitely not a nice feeling. or maybe it'll save me some money because i was too scared to be hungry.
shant talk about it anymore, since i have..4days to calm myself down, minus all the mass lessons where they go through prelim papers. ahhhhh, cbb.

alright, so i realised farewell is on the 5th. which is exactly two weeks from now. since 9months can pass sooo quickly, i guess the next post will be on that day itself. like what mr ravi said, theres no crescent jc, so too bad for us, we'll have to work extra extra hard to fight for a decent place in jc. okay, i dun know what im talking about now, no link. but the point is, im quite certain some of my close friends wun be with me next year. oh well, tian xia mei you bu san de yan xi(((=

stayingstrong(=