11:12 AM
CAPRICCIO XXIV!<333
it was a BLASTTTTTT!=D [like whats in the mc script] and the feeling of being back on stage again was simply..fantastic(=
reached salt at around 10 yesterday, was rather surprised to find jiaying in the band room already because i thought i was quite early hahaha. began with the usual gift exchange cos i was desperately trying to give away all the famous amos in case i eat them all hehh=P and jiaying's chocolate changes colour!! so amazing=P hahaha, the pictures irene pasted on the envelopes were so funny we couldnt stop laughing, esp the caveman=P ohh i think our section does really stupid stuff hahaha, totally camwhoring when everyone was frantically getting their instruments and files and preparing to go. and the best thing was we had to go on our knees and bow down to each of them before getting our concert gift wth hahaha=PP and sean was complaining alot because chai and i shook his hand last. hahaah, tts for poking our heads and saying 'you STUUUPIDDD arhh' every band pract=P but i got my revenge bacause we made them do the same to get their gifts as well(((= hehh, and their reactions when they saw their presents were priceless. hahaha, i hope harapan doesnt think too much about it=P hahaha and rujun's bright red boxers omgg. andand sean kept naioing caining about the 'budgetbear' just because his mickeymouse cost twice as much as hers hahaha. but its so not budget lorhh, we shall buy caining something ex-er than his for farewell hehh=DD
the busride to vch was soo noisy i guess the busdriver was on the verge of telling all of us to shutup lest he bangs into a tree or sth=/ honestly, i think all the noise came frm the horns because we were playing the superrr fast version of tukituki [as usual] and yufei kept getting laughed at bacause the way she did the 'mm chiichii, mm chii' was really funny=) and poor jiaying lost and had to smell rujun's butt. she totally lost because she was in between rujun and sean larh hahhaah, they were making hr so blur and all=P attempted to play the tempo game in the end but failed because sean kept saying things like 'budget 1' which made us sound really stupidd hahaha. I LOVE HCHORNS!<333
had rehearsals and a brief runthrough till around 5+ then DINNER! omgg we were all so hungry yufei was putting her hand at the glass door like someone veryyy deprived of food hahaa. food was not bad i reckon, or maybe they just taste better when we're hungry. ohh i finally saw the auntie side of irene when she brought us to change at the top floor=P she was like, 'ehh hurryup hurryup, we must go before the others find out'. hehh we came back to find ourselves locked outside the section dressing room because the guys were gaying inside=_= its rather obvious whos inside there huhh=PP then xiangjing and weiguo attempted to style sean's hair which turned out to be a failure. he was quite traumatised at the weiguo's 'work' i think.. the chickenhead, which they said was suitable for his 'quackquack' hahaha=PP
concert. concert was fabbbb!!! hymn was really nice though i screwed up a little of the beginning=/ oh welll, but i was quite proud of myself for the rest of the pieces, esp armenian! hehh, and greatjob for phantom ireneee!=D hawaiian dance and section spastic picture was fun as usual and joan went like, ' why is it always the horns and euphos doing the dances' hahaha, reminds me of the pompom dance during quintessence`o7 and ME`o6((= shant go on abt the pieces because its hard to understand if you didnt listen to them hehh((=
met chongers, cgssbkids, gor and a few others after the concert. we were rushing in and out of the hall because we were only given 5minutes=/ didnt have time to thank all of them personally which is rather sadd=( but MANY THANKS to all who came down to support us and all who stayed till after the concert just to give me flowers and chocs. i really appreciate it and i love you guys very much<333
so that was my first concert with as a hcbander, also our first and last concert with the current batch of j2s=( initially i thought i wont miss them as much as how i missed my crescent seniors back then. but it was really amazing how we can become sooo close in merely 5months, guess the daily morning assemblies did help alot(= the thought of having no more j2s with us after blocks is..arghhh=/ and i dont like the feeling of having no more seniors, esp the hornseniors!!!=( like no more sean and his 'im having cramps'&'ni men hen stuupiddd lehh', no more aunty caining and her daily arguments with sean and rujun, no more rujun+his tissuepapers+all the chinaman stuff others tease him about, no more harapan and his magictricks, no more cindy aka fellow cgssbalumni aka socalled cheeshan lookalike [which is so not true!=S], no more weiguo's quackquack and his blur expressions, no more teasing caining abt her ahlao and irene's ahpa... omg im soo going to miss all of them alotttt!!!!!=(( and the emo msges which woke me up in the middle of the night just made me cryy=( ohnoo, i guess they'll miss one another even more=( the seniors are really awesome, as leaders, as seniors and as friends. shant think abt how band'll be like without them, guess we'll have to take a while to adapt bahh=/ ohmy, im so going to miss the 'si4 da4 tian1 wang2' lotsss!!!!=((
the funkiest and most enthu section. you guys rockk, really<33
the funkiest and most enthu section. you guys rockk, really<33
10:22 PM
its quite unbelieveable tt i've survived through 2/8 terms of jc. WOW. and its time to settle down and do some serious work and think abt serious issues(well tts after friday's capriccio anyway=P)
visit to crescent was AWESOMEEEEE=DDDDD im so glad to have successfully made my way there although it was pouring really badly. and dui bu qi liwei, for making you wait for like 40minutes=S im sooo sorry hao peng you=( decided i shld just collect my Os cert so i went, and was quite surprised everything came in a folder. i thought it was only the laminated cert, oh well i guess im the noob one=S bleahhh. well tts not the point anyway. saw eddy at the miniforum!!!! AHHHH, i was soooo happy kay, my fellowchonger-usedtobe!!!! shes still as small and cheery hehh((= and we finally saw mrschua! that was like the first time we've seen her this year i think. ohmy, ystd was a lucky dayy, wheee=DD sat through their nbc rehearsal, realised tt actually they are not bad. they just lack a little concentration and stamina hehh. im sure they'll do really well for nbc, or at least better than how we did in 2oo6((= i think crescenthorns are still as cool and laughable as ever. inherited clarice's and my sense of humour ahahhaa, which makes sectionals really fun too!=D yayy, i love crescenthornists<33
speaking of which, capriccio is coming in two days' time, which is sooo sooon!! many thanks to hchorns for making the whole preparation period a fun and enjoyable one, you guys were great=D though it has only been 5months, i guess i'll really miss those great times together after the j2s step down=S ohwell, will leave the rest till after concert hehh. 30thMAY2oo8, CAPRICCIOOOOOOO XXIV=DD
i conclude tt talking to jingyi is funnn. hahaha, random topics and the way we phrase our words is making things seem even funnier hahaha. and i figured gossiping abt people&things,esp with jingyi is very interesting, makes me laugh alot alot. hahahaha=PP
7:31 PM
HAPPYBIRTHDAY KANGJIE!=DDDDDDDD
25o5o8<3333
yayness, seriously, my family rocks to the max=DD its amazing how they can always cheer me up and make me laugh alot no matter how down or upset i was before that=D went back to attend yun jie's wedding over the weekends, the joy was really something i havent felt in a long while.. hehh and it was soooo fun i couldnt be bothered abt the flu tts been haunting me since last week=PP though we had to wake up as early as 7+ and didnt manage to get proper rest till last night, my weekend was great honestly(((=
talked a lot, especially yesterday, about how we must have enough time with our family, with one another. i felt really sad suddenly, because we havent been visiting on a regular basis and even if we do, we only stay for 2days or so. its not easy to have a big family, with so many people loving you and the lesson learnt ystd was to set aside time to catch up with one another and do not take them for granted((= its actually very true because life is so unpredictable we may just die suddenly [choichoichoi=/]. yeah, i'll find time for my loved ones de, be it family or friends=DD
apart frm the 'serious' talk, laughed alot, crapped alot and had lots of fun((= i need such talks and entertainment to keep me alive hahaha, i love my family lots<333
/有缘才能相聚,有心才会珍惜(=
11:39 PM
HAPPYBIRTHDAY MARILYN!<3
i think i shld admit tt my immune system is poor=P im just so glad to have survived the whole of school today without collapsing or sth=S its like sneezing&fevering, as usual, plus long hours of lessons=splitting headache=( i think i need to do something abt it hahaha=P
but i talked to LPHX(!!) for 15minutes during break hehh, at least it made me a little better. seems like shes not feeling too good abt stuff too=( i think we lead quite pathetic lives, as in this year. i cant exactly when was the last time i talked to her abt happy stuff and all, which is really sad=// oh well, she'll crash my house during the june break!!! hehh, hopefully we can auntie for like 1whole day and dao blocks altogether=DD
sleepingtime, i guess i really need a break.
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用起伏的背影, 挡住哭泣的心,
有些故事不必说给每个人听..
9:15 PM
honestly, today was rather screwed..erm rephrase, very screwed. shant elaborate i guess, those who shld know will know=/ oh well, and i cant believe i actually bao-ed in sch for the very first time, wow=//
maybe i concealed it too well, or so i thought. i thought i could just keep all these to myself, but unfortunately i overestimated myself. everything just came out once lily appeared in front of my face. was supposed to settle some other stuff, but i ended up telling lily almost everything and im sorry jiaying, for leaving you outside bandroom for 15minutes=((
thankyou lots bff, you cant imagine how relieved i felt, even for just tt 15minutes. its just so great to share with you things i'd never tell many others. it was reallyreally nice to have you there when im facing the horror of my life, giving me tt hug which i needed most, catching all the falling tears and simply telling me you'll always be there for me. thankyou manymany my dearest friend, the one whom i can always rely on. wo ai ni hen duo hen duo, really(=
/horrorofmylife.
10:21 PM
HAPPYBIRTHDAY JEANNE!<3333
chanced upon liwei's msn nick a few minutes ago, it says "i still love cgssb more". made me wonder if i actually feel the same way as well. honestly, i dont regret joining hcband, they're really a wonderful batch of people i must say. but somehow her statement brought back all the memories i had in cgssb. and i got reminded of the syfsong we used to sing before syf. how we cried as we sang, how mrschua teared as she listened to us, and how we hugged one another after everything. suddenly, i miss cgssb alot. its not something tt the cgsalumniband can compare with, or at least i think so now.
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"if you lose your way,
think back on yesterday.
remember what we've done,
remember we are one."
ilovecgssb, mypillarofstrength<3
7:48 PM
I LOVE MAYKIDS!!!<33333
annual bday dinner at ny ystd with bell, adel and jeanne!=DD hehh, happy happy(= were supp to meet at 530, but as usual, none of us were on time. but i came frm bukit panjang, so cant blame me=PP and surprisingly jeanne was the earliest like WOW=P she used to be the one getting demerits for punctuality back in crescent hahahaha. mochafrap-ed at starbucks while waiting for kialeng, talked quite a bit and updated each other abt sch and all. went to jco to get donuts with adelene after she came and decided to walk to ny at like 7+ hahaha, yes we're not very efficient people=P then jeanne was so on abt the pool table in ny so they played while princessbell made her way frm taka. omg, reminds me i havent seen bell since after olevel results larh!!! goshh i missed her sooo much!!! shared a lot of stuffs, talked abt random people, school.. it was really great catching up with them i swear=) and heard abt 'serious' issues too, apart frm niaoing one another like always=)) played another game of pool before we left and bell kept gg on abt how deprived of shopping she was hahaha, whiny yes, but it just felt nice(((= promised adelene a chocolate fondue outing in the junehols!!! yayy, seriously, i dont care abt sinful indulgence=DD
pictures next time, too lazy=S oh and manU won the leaguetitle, cool stuff(((=
/joycomesandgoQUICK.sadly.
6:37 PM
HAPPY BIRTHDAY XINLIANG AHMA!!!!<333
before this week started, i thought i'd be glad to just live past it. and i thought it doesnt really matter if this whole week is gg to be unproductive, screwing up everything and all. but something set me thinking abt my limits last night. if i managed to survive year2oo5, with all the commitments and exams and whatnots, why am i feeling tired only after 4months of school? if 2oo7 was a victorious year despite all the pressure and hectic schedules, why do i always think tt i cant cope now? havent been putting in my best i would say, and this is definitely not the max i can do. i need to stretch my limits, seriously. and i know i can if i want to, somehow i regret using up all the motivation i have last year. oh well=S
sometimes i wonder if i've made the right choice. all the little incidents leading to all the major talks. sounds ironic, but things just get so out of hand at times and i have no idea what to do abt them. and this one more year of age hasnt been helping much either this week. i guess i really need to activate my braincells soon, been feeling rather useless these days=/ i cant help but feel sad suddenly. shant elaborate..
on a lighter note, week8 is coming to an end and i hope we'll be gg back to msia again over the weekends. i need joy in my life(=
/whatusedtoseemperfect...
9:00 PM
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TWINNNNN<33333
yayy, we're finally 17! hahaha, i think 17s such a cool age dont you think so=PPP
many thanks to all those who've made o4o5o8 a very very special one, i really enjoyed it very much(((= its really heartwarming to receive tons of messages and thankyou to all who messaged, each and every one did make me feel loved=)) and i must really thank lilyy and jingyi, for willing to sacrifice their afternoon to mug with me ystd[=/] and to dinner with me today. i seriously cant imagine life without you two omg!! hehh, thankyou for everything, the company, the jokes, the laughter, I LOVE CHONGERS<3333
to my besties, xiexie alot alot=DD although the surprise wasnt exactly successful, i appreciate all the efforts put in to make this birthday a great one. for all the brain cells used up to come up with the 2hour surprise, all the resources[physical+human] pooled to make everything as real as possible and simply all the entertainment, i thank every single one of you, my wonderful brothers&sisters(((= I LOVE 十兄弟<3333
i guessed i've had an amazing birthday, despite having to mug for chem test=/ thankyou again, to all who wished and to all who made it[ystd+today] a memorable one. you know who you are, i love you guys loads<333
/thankyougor, dontsorryyeah, iknowyou'dhavermbedandireallytrulyappreciateit, loveloads!!<3333