6:55 PM
wheeee, im back=DD
went back to msia over the weekends to sao3 mu4 despite knowing that there were two tests today. hehh, ohwell, actually i'd rather go back than to stay at home and mugmugmug=PP msia was fun and all as usual, and i reckon watching soccer matches with besties is loveeee=DD it was the first time i felt so awake even after the match larhh hahaha=)) woke up at like 7 yesterday cos we had quite a few places to go. was really tired but it just went away after everyone started saying random lines and doing all sorts of funny actions. hehh, i shld seriously call up one of them if i feel sleepy while mugging or sth=DD yay, ilovebesties#2<3333
haiiii, lots of deadlines to be met this week!!!! omg, i think im too slack already, which is not good at all=( and i think i've lost the drive and pia-ness in me last year. eeeee, i dont want. i really need to find them back like, NOW or sth, if not i'll be sooo dead=// tsktsk, shant whine abt all these now, i think its more effective if i try to complete all the whatnots now.
/youguysneverfailtocheermeup&makemesmile, xiexiebesties&gors.really(=
11:15 AM
holiday=D
as promised, went back to crescent with lily. so yay, im not a pig now((= i miss crescent!! omg, its just so greeaaatttt to be back home again. we saw linlaoshi after koping crescentcourier and jingyi's yearbook frm go. haha, and her expression was priceless totally. i realise she was frm hc too! hehh, and she was going on about how we shld have taken chineselit, chinastudies[in chinese], clep... haha, seriously, my chinese is gg down the drain already. tts for not studying chinese i guess, but the thought of taking one more subject just turned me off so yeah=PP saw mrstang, msazilah and chenlaoshi(!!!) too and laoshi thought we ponned school larh wth=// hahaha, we're not pai okayy=P was talking to lily over breakfast about some stuffs=P and i figured we havent been sitting down and talking about random stuffs in a longggg while. to think we're in the same school, how pathetic is that=/ but it was still fun gossiping and all, and everything she said was just so funny with all her amusing expressions and exaggerated gestures. hahah, I LOVE BFF<3333
apart frm tt, am down with a sneezy nose and all the assignments are not helping at all. and i forsee t2w3 to be a really hectic one cos everything'll be in full full full swing by then. haiiiii, how now brown cow. theres funorama on sat which i promised mich&su&lily i'll go, and my weekend is more or less gone so im rather screwed now=// imagine i dont need to sleep, tt'll give me say...around 49plusminus hours more per week. and i figured tts alot. oh well, too bad, im not a robot anyway=//
im actually quite surprised tt i talked to yingxian for like 3hours yesterday in school. no, i have absolutely nothing against her, just tt i only knew her for like 4weeks?!?! haha, its so not me. and i declare yesterday as talkalot day. i've never spoken so much to anyone in my whole life seriously. i mean i usually wont really talk to people about alot of stuffs, maybe only lily, liwei and jeanne. haha, and i counted i talked for a cool 5hour the whole of yesterday. minus normal conversations of course. and its ALOT. hmmm, i wonder what struck me yesterday=P note to self: do not talk on the phone for more than 45mins, your ear&hand suffer=PP
/maybeitcanneverbesolvedanyway, whybothershan.
9:01 PM
HAPPY BIRTHDAY PEIYI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
hehh, many're turning 17 already, and i think 17 is a cool age hahaha. the number looks nice and it feels like not too old, not too young. haha, gang gang hao=DD
oh well, been feeling rather odd these days. and its quite bad cos its like btwn normal and verysad=/ and i actually cannot rmb anything which upset-ed me alot. maybe its like the usual, accumulate-everything kind, and until now i havent bao4 yet, which makes me feel...screwed=//
quite a bit of things happened during marchhols to this certain extent tt i dont even know how to react to it and what to feel abt it. and i very much wanted to just rant and scream and maybe even cry. couldnt find the right person though, or maybe the only few people who can really understand werent around. i thought i could have spoken to one of them but i didnt want to disturb=// felt better after talking to parents&gor, not abt the topic but other random stuffs. i guess the only thing to keep my mind off all those was to joke around and laugh with them. its quite weird i realise, but it helped, like always=)
been asking myself a certain qn recently, and i really hope im wrong abt it. maybe its just me, but im starting to feel more and more distant frm *. suddenly it gives me the feeling tt i've never understood * at all. yes, call us friends, but maybe we arent tt close afterall. some things just have to make it worse=/ maybe im wrong in the first place, and i hope tt im actually wrong this time round.
/noteasytobeahappykidafterall.
9:59 AM
mondaybluesbluesblues=//
so yeah, its term2 now and i think it'll be more screwed up. like much more screwedup as compared to t1w10. ohwell.
swensens with c2+tangloh on sat=DD its really really nice to see manymany people and ofcourse tangloh!! hahaha. and it was damn noisy and funny as usual, laughing like nobody's business and talking so loudly we didnt even care=P hehh, crescentians=D oh and swensen's bakedrice is damn niceeee! hahaha, shared with lily since we were so full after the pizza and my cookiemonster/her bananarama. hahah, swensens has weird names for its drinks, but its quite amusing. and jingyi's strawberrysoda has got gradient! shall kope the pic frm karen soon((= oh yea lily, stop flooding my inbox+tagboard, the photos are under the links okay. hahaha, lilys highly entertaining omg. she couldnt rmb the name of her dep fac head and couldnt rmb the founder of hc[you wont want to know whose name she said]=PP hahaha, please go read up your handbook friend, you have a serious problem of stm=P hehh, i love c2ers<333
familygathering yesterday(= went to change phone too! haha, but the 3gcard is not registered until now! omg, i hope it starts working asap, i dontwant t get my sim cut off halfway=// eeyer, but bp was damn fun and all like always=DDD oh and they're planning for an overseas trip this june, like before blocks. hahaha, i dont mind mugging overseas actually, family> blocks, like du-uh=))) hahaha, if it comes true, june will be a damn highh&happening month for me, even if it means sacrificing my sleep to mug for blocks. like i said, anything for besties#1=DDDD
10:03 AM
TODAY IS FRIDAY=SCHOOLS STARTING AGAIN SOONN=((
oh well, this weeks been filled with joy, laughter and... tutorials?! haha, yes, what makes you think that a j1 need not mug over the hols=//
class outing yesterday at cine. caught stepup2(= movie itself was not bad but was rather sleepy so yeah=PP oh and i concluded that hc people enjoys gg to cine=P saw alot of them and its so scary haha. saw clare first, then jihao, then yixiao/yiting. and the others saw their friends too i think, its just so... qiao=) hehh.
today was supposed to be a mugging day with liwei cause i needed to borrow sth frm her=PP hehh, and i sort of completed some work, so it was rather fruitful(= i mean we always end up talking and gossiping, so i was actually quite proud of ourselves todayy=DD but crapping with her is always fun and all, so we should meet up more often liwei!!=DD then her friend came to pass her stuffs and i think her friend is really very xi4 xin1. she put in so much effort to make a bday present for a friend! surprised me quite abit, but it was very nice of her=))
and i just saw joycet on my way home! its so qiao again(= hehh, AND THERE IS 4C2 GATHERING TMR!!!!!!!! WHEEEEEEEE=DDD i miss 4c2ers alot alot alot!!! cant wait to see all of them and tangloh=))) but mich is in nz now, sadded=// I LOVE SATURDAYS<333
11:29 AM
holidays=DD
was back in msia over the weekend cos of guangor's wedding(= haha yay, hyper and happening as usual((= and apparently sat was elections day in msia so everyone was like really concerned abt the results and everyone was commenting and gesturing wildly and all, hahaha, i was really amused i guess=PP and we actually stayed up till like 2am to catch the elections results with them and it was rather exciting i would say, since there're so many states and so many parties((= and the one shuangjie told us was damn hilarious hahhaahah, i think the grandmama was really cute=PP oh was quite sad cos we didnt manage to catch weeklyentertainment though ys told us the score. but nvm, saturday was FUNNNN nevertheless=DD
had to wake up damn early yesterday morning because of all the ceremony and whatnots, but it was really fun hearing all the consistent horning. its sth tt'll never happen in singapore i guess=/ and the wedding dinner, or maybe lunch since it was held in the afternoon, was soooo funn it totally cheered me up lots morrreeee=DDD haha, all the joking, laughing, shouting, singing, dancing, enthuing..., WHEEEEEEEEE=DDD i realised my family does funny things subconsciously, and we can easily make one another laugh. hahah, maybe theres this gene in all of us which says 'jokers' or sth=PP i simply loveee the limmies hehhh<3333333333333
the limmies, with 80+ members and counting=DD
12:40 PM
THURSDAY!! yayy, one more day before the term ends officially. and i've survived 2+ months of jc life! *claps for myself* well actually, i guess this week is not very screwed up afterall, at least the past few days were rather alright(= and today was <333333333333
heh, crashed nj with jingyi at 3+ to find liwei/xinliang so that we could go back in time for cgssb's pract. it was so funny cos the security guard was like, " are you here for h3?" then cos we got info frm kalok so we were like, "yarh, h3 bio." and we were so calm larh omgg=PP i cant believe we actually lied=/ and the worst thing was, we dont even take bio. hahaha, and we just got in like that. oh well, so we were walking along the track area and i think i saw lynette but she was too far away so yeah=( and WE SAW EDDY!!! i was soooo happyyyyy, its like as though i saw a longlost sister hahaha. i hope you're doing fine eddy, must be happy kay=D and stop 'wahlao'ing, i know you're jealous tt jingyi's in my class=PP heh, and i seriously think nj's stairs are out to kill people. each flight of stairs is like...reallyyyy long=/ oh then we met xiangyin at the canteen, and liwei too of course=) and i saw estella! ohman, havent seen her in 2year?! hahaha, and she said her cousin in hc knows me, i was like wth, cos i dont even know who her cousin is! tsk me=// saw a few more others like zhihao, kaiting, jingwen... hahaha so cool(= i shall go for "h3 bio" some other day again=PPP
and going back to crescent was simply greatt. it feels like gg home and bandroom was so homely=))) im starting to miss all the crescent stuffs again, ohmy=( SO. just went ard waving to everyone while they had their sectionals and i was so sad mrschua didnt come today=(( ohwell, since i'll be gg back again next wed, i'll definitely get to see her=) oh then we ransacked the whole drawer for the syf comments hahaha. and it was really touching[yes, a very weird word to use] to see the comments and stuffs. things like, "solid brass opening", "great beginning of choice piece" and all the 'plus'es in the columns((= you'll never know how it feels if you werent the ones playing the opening in the choice piece. and you'll never know how it feels if you werent part of the brass, part of cgssb((= frenchhorn`o7<33333333333333
/a leader needs followers. i think i want to follow instead of lead this time round(=
12:52 PM
like i was ranting to many, i think week10 will be very screwed. oh if you're assuming that i can actually predict the future or sth, your assumption is obviously wrong=/ its just a gutfeeling and upon looking at my schedule and other stuffs for the already-begun week, yes, it'll really be quite screwed, if not very screwed. shant elaborate further since it'll only spoil my mood=(
so yeah, went out with jeanne yesterday in search for her bag and shoes. saw a few notbad ones but she didnt get them cos her atm wasnt with her=PP rafflescity-ed and bugis-ed with her for nearly the whole afternoon, talked quite abit and laughed quite alot. havent ranted to someone since before Os release. its really nice to have someone hearing all your whines and its good to know there're people willing to lend you their ears and its simply heartwarming to know that you'll always have friends who are there to hug you(= XIEXIE JEANNE, I LOVE YOUU<333
i hate mondayBLUES. it just..refuses to go away even though i try very hard to be hyper and all=/ arghhhh, its so sickening to know that its ONLY monday. and so it happened to rain after pe, which was.. a rather good timing i would say. not being sarcastic kay, because i seriously needed some good workout, shed some..blubber and all=P "mugged" with jingyi after lessons today. yes, we were supposed to mug, in the end i attempted to memorise the college anthem and she attempted to do her ideal gas. ATTEMPTED=not very successful in the end. oh well, her aim was not to study in the first place *stares hard* all abt lt4, rjogl, sms... tsk jingyi, and you actually told your mum you were gg to stay in school to mug. how productive was 3questions=PP haha, and in the end her ogl just zao4 w/o even showing his face! OMG, i will dao him forever if my ogl is like that *shakes head*=//
/please give me a screwdriver to unscrew my screwedup week, thanks=//