♥.

~~Sunday, May 27, 2007~~

12:42 PM

right. i shall write in english again so diana wun start complaining again=PP
starbucks/bk session with mich/yuen/jeanne/joycet almost the whole day till like 6pm. they are all so stressed up!!! i feel as though im taking Os on monday too, when i took mine last november wth. im like so scared now, for dunno-wad reason and grrr. hu1...xi1... oh well, i know they will give their best on monday, am just hoping tt the questions[for paper1 esp] will zhu4 ta1 men2 yi2 bi4 zhi1 li4. well, im sure my two baocais will do really well, cos wo xiang xin ta men(((((= will be gg down with hua and joycet on monday morning to give them support haha. i hope they wun be scared or what on tt day, because it will really affect their performance. right, i shall pray really hard for them on monday then(((=

stayingstrong(=

~~Thursday, May 24, 2007~~

8:54 AM

花花阿嬷，但愿您一路走好。
[踏上梦想的旅途，谱出不悔，永垂不朽的乐章] 前天，我们正式卸下了所有的重责大任，离开了属于我们的乐室。虽然心中有万分的不舍，但天下没有不散的延席，我们终究会离开。当然，我相信没有一个人带着一丝遗憾走出乐室，因为我们已经实现自己的梦想，没有对不起自己，没有对不起爱我们的人。like what heng said，we did something real for the band((= 感谢这一批与我共进退的同伴们，是你们的坚持让我更坚持，是你们的信念让我更相信自己，是你们的推动力让我更努力。多少的感激，不知从何说起。你们一直是我生命中最重要的一群人之一，相信也是我今生中不可能遗忘的一帮人。我们一起炮制的快乐欢笑，一起合奏的每一个旋律，一起摘下的那一面金牌，都会印在我的心里。不管接下来要走的路有多艰辛。多漫长，我们都会勇敢地走下去。因为我们知道，我们有彼此的加油和掌声，有整个铜乐队的支持。所以在下来的5个月，我们不会倒下去，而是会越挫越强，创造生命中另一次的奇迹，见证另一个属于自己，属于cgssb的颠峰<33333

alright. many things happening this week, but i guess things do happen for a reason huh. oh well. JUNE'S COMING. holiday..lessons. lalala,pardon me.

stayingstrong(=

~~Wednesday, May 23, 2007~~

11:43 AM

to my dearest sec4 band-its((((=

从昨天到今天
还有明天
感谢老天
让你们陪在我身边

爱的心痛的心
等待的心
因为你们的拥抱
我很放心

当初见面的不安
彼此的探索
也许有些茫然迷惑

朝夕相处才发现
这世界中
没有人比你们更懂我

朋友姐妹
都已不够来形容
我们的默契骄傲
扶持与包容

老婆老婆
我们一起打勾勾
请记得约定的旅程到永久

iloveyou,band的<3333

stayingstrong(=

~~Monday, May 21, 2007~~

8:52 AM

忽然很想你，亲爱的爷爷。
不知不觉，您已离开了两年。偶尔提及您时，不免有种思念之情。谢谢您带给了我们温暖与快乐，也因为有你，我的人生才会如此精彩，如此美丽。虽然至今仍然十分不舍，但我知道，您就是天空中那颗最明亮的星星，照亮我们眼前的道路，让我们走得更远。相信您从来没有停止保护我们，和您在世时一样。每当眼前棘手的问题及时解决时，我知道，那是因为有您的眷顾和保佑。是您的那份爱，带给我无比的力量，陪我跨过所有的障碍。我知道，您的心会一直与我们同在。我永远爱你，我最敬爱的爷爷。

stayingstrong(=

~~Friday, May 18, 2007~~

11:49 AM

rest of the results were out today. tts right, no more fear. but more work to be done. i cant really find words to describe my results. its not very well done, but not very lousy either[as mentioned i think]. okay on the whole but lets see. 16pts. i guess i shall settle for poly or sth next year. like su said,"no jc would want us." oh well, my bad. wasnt able to focus much during prep for i-dunno-wad reason. but i can guarantee its not because of syfo7. and the cause of my results is definitely not band nor syf. its just me alright. i promise to do much better next term, and not to disappoint mrschua and cgssb again. i'll try.
right, apart frm all these, new band comm finalised today, finally. after all the "arguements" with the tchers, i dont deny tt im feeling a little disappointed. sec4s should know larh. our may17th movement. haha. since the comm hasnt been announced officially yet, i shant say anything. just xin1 tong4 for her. okay, zip. stepping down on monday, means gg home as "early" as 3+ everyday[w/o mocks tt is] and mug the whole day. i just have to repeat this so many times, no band no life. but still, life has to go on even if theres no more band for us anymore, so yarh. we may not be physically there, but our love for cgssb and our spirit[its jing1 shen2, not hun2 po4=P] will always be there. yay(((=
cgssb<33333333

stayingstrong(=

~~Thursday, May 17, 2007~~

12:21 PM

right. half of the results were out today. average i can say. not exceptionally well, not very bad either. well, we shall see whats in stall for us tml then.
darling chinese friends are sitting for their 'o's in 12days' time. having intensive for like 3hours everyday and speaking in chinese, thinking chinese and writing in chinese almost every minute. well, i do feel sad for them. its not easy to have to go through like 2 whole weeks of intensives. i would have collapsed long ago. but i had mine last year, so its the same somehow. and somehow i seem to be doing chinese too because my dear friends are so hardworking they start asking alot of questions. and i mean alot. haha. i dun mind, because i want them to do well too. "you must learn to love chinese before you can do well in it." tts what soap said. true huh.
to c2express, im sure all of you will do really well. because we're c2. though y'all dun really like chinese, but at the end of the day, y'all will do well. because y'all are willing to put in your efforts. allthewayc2(((= to bandexpress, all of you will pull through this tgt, because you have the whole of cgssb and your goldmedal with you. show them the band spirit, and tt each and every single one of you will do the band proud. because you belong to cgssb<33 to friends like jeanne, keon, gail, jane, denise... all the best yarh. i have faith in all of you.
down to my two dearest 包菜s.jiayou kay.though your chinese always sounded funny to me, you need not speak on the 28th. so no worries alright. you will get what you truely deserve. like syfo7, since both of you went through it before. just do your best yarh, cheeshan will always be there if you need any help[tt is if i can help]. no fear, both of you will do well, because you are 包菜s. yay((((=

stayingstrong(=

~~Tuesday, May 15, 2007~~

11:55 AM

HAPPYBIRTHDAYJEANNE!!!!!!!!<3333
alright, basically its just nyny today. so was planning to meet at 1.30, guess wad. went in at 2. well good enough cos at least yuen wun feel tt extra huh. food there is quite good, but serving is a little big, so yarh, really full after tt. as usual, the gossiping session and bell went on and on about stuff. spent half the time laughing and commenting abt jeanne's deprived childhood. and yuen was trying to read izhoukan and listen to our conversation[multitask] at the same time, but sadly, didnt succeed)= oh well, then went off to walk around at citylink, suntec... walking rather aimlessly cos we din know where to go after bell went to i-cant-rmb-what-place. so yupp, spent the next one hour or so walking, stopping, walking, stopping. left for home at 6plus and my soles are aching now. most probably cos of yesterday's exercise huh.
went to bp as usual, but to celebrate mothers' day yesterday. nothing much to do and when we happened to see parenttrap on channel5, we had to go for dinner. oh well, bad timing. then the guys were so high abt playing badminton after dinner suddenly, so went to book court and all... went at 9pm and played quite a number of games. shant elaborate but was a good exercise afterall. can jian3 fei2(((=
right. results will most likely be out tml. its this kind of mixed feeling you get because you want to get the results of those subjects you are confident of. but sadly, you get the results of those you screwed up badly. oh well, we shall wait until tml then.

stayingstrong(=

~~Friday, May 11, 2007~~

12:33 PM

HAPPYBIRTHDAYADELENEKIALENGDARLING<33
right. first day after mids, yay(= NEquiz in the morning while the others had interhouse. its quite fun larh, all the building and earning money lalala. im an expert builder*beams* haha. FRYhouse won!!!!!! haha. purpleeeeee.
talks after recess and got our cca record. 30. yeahman. means 2bonus points for me. haha, whatever. as long as i see the SYF2oo7 centraljudging-gold, im already very happy. bandbandband.
learningjourney in the afternoon. went to URA,marinabay, HDBhub. though we went there before, its still quite okay cos there were many things to talk about and many stupid things to do. and xiexie priscilla, me and bell totally fan2-ed her alot. imagine standing less than 2feet away frm her and she msged me. so wrong larh. oh well, everything was okay as a whole. though i very much wanted to doze off on the bus.
the main reason for this post is to wish adelene, so yarh, everything else is so off. lalala, im off to do my own post-exam activity=PP

stayingstrong(=

~~Wednesday, May 09, 2007~~

10:42 AM

happybirthdayahma. ohwell, blogger is so screwed. as screwed as mids. i dun understand why they even bother to set such tough science papers when they know we're gg to screw them up and get nagged at by them at the end of the day. oh well, maybe its just me.
so. tml marks the end of mids. the end of gg to audi every morning. the end of looking at the big round clock every 5minutes. the start of getting surrounded by many people[you know how "nucleated" the sitting plan is]. the start of lessons. and finally, the start[and end] of band.
lalala. 14th a holiday for hmt students. yeahman. poor chye and yuen. i bet they must be openly swearing cos of chinese intensive. its okay. you must love chinese before you can do well. quote soap. haha. i realise 25ths the last day of term. means all the holiday lessons. all the prep for olevels and all. wad rubbish. now who bothers anyway, when i supposedly have to sit for 2more papers tml.
todays just not a good day. you can tell by seeing how disorganised this post is. like my day, disorganised. everything was so unplanned and they give you a shock. frm physics paper till now even. maybe its tt something tt made my day worse. life is meant to be as simple as a 1+1 concept. why must we make it so complicated? its right in front of your face but you choose to ignore it. appreciate what others have done for you, because they made an effort to try. even if the outcome isnt what you wished for, it doesnt really matter. its only when you learn to appreciate others, then will you feel appreciated. simple huh.
as each day passes, dont think tt its all a routine. come to think of it, there is something tt can go into the mind, into the heart everyday. its just whether you are willing to take in all these or not. life will be must simpler and happier for us if we learn. like wad mj said,"accept what you cannot change, change what you cannot accept". true huh. oh well, pardon me. just not in the right state of mind to do a decent post.

stayingstrong(=

~~Saturday, May 05, 2007~~

1:30 PM

"you are on your road to maturity" haha, quote lily.
oh well, sixteen. yay?! shrugs. just another day with papers i guess.
but somehow it seemed like school gave bell/i a rather good bday present such tt amaths paper was a happy paper. im so proud of myself kay, well everyone found it okay so yarh. geog was alright, minus the fact tt my hand still hurts frm all those rivers, coasts, development... questions.
anyway, happybirthday isabellalin my baobei twinn!!!! we're officially sixteen. out of the group of non-16 freaks, towards maturity. tts wad hua said. wellwell lily, its just because you were the first one to turn sixteen tts why huh=P
many many thanks to many many people, for all the 'happybirthdays' [i guess they make me feel happy too((=]. namely bell!, su, lily, keon, mich, c2s, gloria, neo, adelenedarling, jeanne, joycet, joycen, yuenjiayi[it was rather loud], nicole[cos of priscilla], liwei, xinliang, keziah, diana, wenjun, wanling, lois, yingjie, daohui, leezy, gor, jianmin, aljay, xt, guozhong, lays, uncleoscar, ahyis... ...谢谢你的爱people(((=
pleasant surprise frm besties just now. got me a green cake[they said its greentea] and came knocking on my door. rather funny cos the way mummy and ahyi tried to hide was rather obvious, and jm's trick din work either. too bad huh. but gan dong larh huh. thankew besties, love you guys loads<3333
oh well, 6down, 4to go. back to history, physics, emaths. i hope maozedong tells me he is not coming out next monday. i hope fleming hides his lefthand and righthand on tuesday. i hope amaths continues to be a happy subject on tuesday.. lalala. those are not birthday wishes. i've made my birthdaywish in advance, on 10thapril, so no more for me.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY LINXINGJING!!<33

ps: pihyinn, strawberryshortcake made me feel so 'zhang bu da'=P and mich, baby tiptop will give all of us tiptop results((= and joycet, i thot it was staplebullet tt was sticking of the bag=P

stayingstrong(=