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Thursday, July 13, 2006
8:30 AM

2posts written before posting. just thoughts.


1107. 4days before our band competition. not totally in the mood to say anything though. rushed for council investiture, for 'o' level oral and for band pract. i wondered why i chiong so hard just to reach band room in time for sectionals/combine. it wasnt like me if it was before. devoted? passion? short talk with wenjun on the bus made me realised that i actually fell deeply in love with cgssb, with 04-07 batch and my french horn. devoted that i could spend the whole afternoon in the band room w/o yawning even once. wow. that shocked me too. was thinking abt wad we said on the bus. 4days is not exactly enough for us to acheive it. a gold? haha. thats our similar goal. we worked towards it and really put in our best during each and every pract. but wad did we hear? "the band standard is actually deproving leh..." wad could i do back then? i just laughed it off, feeling hurt. our fault tt band is not maintaining the standard? i think just as mrs chua mentioned, we take a long time to warm up for our pieces. likewise, we need time to be warmed-up, bringing the band back to its original standard. time is wad we need. not only those free air around us.
t be truthful, i am afraid. afraid that we will disappoint mrs chua, seniors and ourselves. who doesnt want to do well? but its the X-factor on stage that costs a lot. the only thing i can say is this batch is not bonded enough. rmb our last concert with the sec4s, to the stars, how bonded and close we were, laughing tgt, crying tgt. that is one impt thing i will take with me when i step out of crescent one fine day. just hope pris and wenjun will be able to bring the joy, the spirit, the soul of our band back again, bonding the 3/2/1s together, as ONE band. if the bond and the spirit is there on saturday, im sure we will be able to make it. its because of the encouragement and the common goal deep inside our hearts that will take us to the peak of our band term.
be passionate. be devoted and practise hard and smart of course.
this is the only way to improve on your skills, to improve on your relationships with the others and to bring back a gold medal on satuday, 1507.



0807. struck me when I was gg home from band that day. realized I reach home the same time as the pri sch afternn-session kids. sounds wrong but yes. go to sch as early as the morn-session kids and comes home as late as the afternn-session kids. this is sec sch life I guess. something tt we have to go through. mayb one day when I go to jc I will reach home later than my dad. haha. farnie. very.
mrs chua said something tt made me reflect. are we putting our best effort? are we even prepared for nbc? highly unlikely you can say. its the tug in the heart that set me thinking. everyone wants to do well but everyone just tends to forget some things some times. lets see. im sure cgssb can do it because i know the spirit is there. we have strong bonds and the ever-wonderful band spirit that makes us stand strong and come so far. hyper-ing thru each and every performance, crying b4 n after competitions and judging, its just so wonderful. maybe afterall, the bond is not tt strong as compared to eith the last two batches. not close enough? no leh, we meet one another almost everyday. guess its just that feeling, not the face-to-face ones, but heart-to-heart ones. i know that if every band-it is to put in her heart and soul into this thing, we will be united and together, again. its the heart and soul and feelings. not the person. jiayou cgssb. we will rock the stage on 1507. we will.
been emotional and "reflective" these period. thought of the fate tt brought all of us together as one, thought of life and death[ cos of some incidents], thought of the rational behind lifes. started asking myself why do i have to study. not like whining and stuff but just why. two years later all my pen ink, paper, sweat and brain cells will just go down the drain. do i even need it when it comes to working one day? i dun wanna be a historian. neither do i want to be a chemist. but just why am i doing this? i wonder. its all $$ come to think. say i am weird. then this incident came few days ago and sparked off my train of thoughts on death. where will we go after we die? will the world come to an end? then where can we go? sudden fear of death. but i just cant help thinking each time i see or heard abt things liddat. pardon me.
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shann' loves all of u loads and i know we will make it.
just because i trust and love you. cbssbspiritalive. forever.

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