we did it!!!..for SYF n OM!!!!!ahhh...i am becomin ego n i dun care......
yesterdae was so shiok larh.....hahaz...tt was after 6.30pm i think....it was lyke the whole band was so nervous cause we did make a few mistakes for the syf[i did too n felt angry]....then we were all so scared coz all mrs chua's bands got at least gold....so its lyke stresss.....then we waited for the results. we waited n waited. we started rubbing our hands to pray for gud luck n everyone joined hands as a CGSSB....it was then that i felt how close i am with the band....soon...the results came.
ahhh!!!!!!it was then everyone's hands shot up into the sky victoriously....we've made it!!!! we cried.we hugged.we cheered. the first time i cried with the band n we cheered tgt n cried tgt....lyke some telepathy.....hahaha!!!!!!we called everyone to announce our victory!!!
todae had OM long term competition...we were so scared at first lorh...coz we kept losin the props larh...kept stressin ourselves n got real paranoid....then we did it n felt some damn relieved larh....then sec3s did their n it was super farnie n gud lorh....
for overall....was so happie tt every div2 member cried lorh...we really worked hard for it n gave our best....jiayou!!!! but....the sec3s din get it...i am sooo angry with the panel of judges...hey, our gals did so well n managed to entertain y'all n u think they were not better then the ACJC????its just plain CRAP!!!i had always been "admiring" the div3 team coz they really have brilliant ideas n can do things efficiently n i was thinkin they might get top3....i hate JCs!!!why do we hav to compete with them....
stayingstrong(=
Friday, April 15, 2005
10:43 AM
haix...tml is SYF....haix....
dance had theirs todae...really hope they will do well...they've been working hard....just like us....
n i hope we will do even better then what we are now....
everyone saes we have the potential to get a gold with honours...whu dun?but still, i agree with ms low... "there is alwaes an X-factor during the actual dae when many things can happen...."
its either you get so damn nervous on that day and start playing all wrong notes, then after that too scared till you cant hold the long notes and get penalised or...you calm yourself down, stay focused n alert and really play the best you can....until you lose all your energy n get green in the face...hahaz....i hope we are the latter...serious...n i want the judges to be so shocked n surprised[mrs chua too] by our outstanding performance tml....i hope....
todae...had our last band pract. b4 the big dae tml....u noe wad..??!!??i am happy!!!!i can play the bar 64 of singapore rhapsody better n clearer n with more confidence!!yay!!!!we rawk...i hope i can play lyke sectionals todae for tml....mrs chua saes we have the potential...i noe we hav..but still the tension is makin us tensed up n freakin' ourselves out....
right...then the leaders, jean, peiting and shermin sang the so-called traditional song that was to be sang b4 each syf to wish for the best...jiayou band!!!!!!then emotionally, all started to tear, cry n rubbin eyes to prevent tears frm falling....its the first time cgssb is so bonded together..we seem to hav the telepathy to cry tgt....
its been 1.5years since we all started workin for this syf....all the joy n sorrows....weariness n relaxed times...we shared n cared...learnt to love n play good music....though practices were tense...we all manage to go thru it n be wad we are todae....for me, i was a bo-chap band member last time...[sec1firsthalf year]....ashamed of myself coz i wasnt devoted to band...treat it as nothing....i am sorry....but...eversince we started intense band training, we bonded closely as one...jus lyke one big happy family...soon, i grew to treasure each n every band pract, each n every band member n each n every minute we spent tgt....i grew to love everything related to band...grew to wake up in the mornin, thot of band practs that dae n felt excited towards it....tml is our dae....as we sae...the dae and that 10-15minutes we are gonna shine on the singapore conference hall's stage....applause n cheers awaitin n the shiny gold w/ honours medal....4.45pm, 15th April 2005...the numbers not to be forgotten.....jiayou band!!!come what may, we will, the 62 of us, stay together as one and make tml the most memorable day n moment of our life!!life will never be the same again..... i wun let y'all down...i promise...
stayingstrong(=
Sunday, April 10, 2005
6:09 AM
why!!!??!!i blogged yesterdae u noe...[i betcha dun]...then got hanged...wad the ___ i wrote quite alot lorhx...nvm...i should rewrite.
yesterdae choir went for their syf @ conference hall n they all cried when they finished singing...dunno why..but maybe i will feel the same on 15th april when my dearest band will be performing...arhz!!...in the end, our choir got silver....sad but i think they were all satisfied coz they were prepared for only a bronze or C.O.P.... then i became nervous...nervous tt maybethe band will end up being lyke them....i really want a gold...who dun?
todae we had xchange with dunearn n ngee ann in our sch hall....they played n we played...took turns to go on stage in the conference-hall-order....well...i wasnt satisfied obviously...
when they werent here yet...mrs chua took us n i am so frustrated coz the singapore rhapsody first note Bb already i pitched wrongly....then got too pissed tt couldnt concentrate tt mistakes came lyke the flow of current....so angry tt i wanted to just cut away my diaphram....haix...
however...they nex few ones i played better n got better n better....yay!!!
nut horx...compared to the dunearn band n ngee ann band...ours i think still need to buck up alot...
we are currently at a silver standard...medium high silver standard...which means we still stand a chance to get a gold....provided if all band members go for band practs n put in loads of efforts...hmmph...i hope we get a gold....i hope...
dearest all CGSSB people, all the very very very best for this coming syf @ the conference hall...i hope we will all do our very best n not get nervous n play out the normal standard we have...or even better of course....i hope we get back a GOLD medal...CGSSB rawks.